Dreamed that a housecat found me in the forest, jumped into my arms.

I suddenly realized it was being stalked by a tiger, and I pushed the housecat off of me.

It was clinging to me and grabbed my necklace, but I managed to push it away and the tiger devoured it.

Then the tiger came toward me and I took my necklace off and tossed it at the tiger to distract it and I was safe, 

but then later in the dream I saw the tiger outside of my doors to my house and I woke up scared as hell that I was going to get eaten by the tiger.

 

 

Then had another dream that a woman was happily pregnant with a weird alien-tree baby that had long creepy hands even inside the womb and they were pushing out against her stomach. 

And she was sitting there smiling and holding her abdomen and the guy who thought he got her pregnant was a nurse who was sick and laying in a hospital bed, 

and there was some voiceover saying “And then she went on to infect 30 other people.”

 

And it was horrifying.

 

 

 

Dream 1. I was homeless and packing a backpack to live out of.

 

Dream 2. I worked at a hospital.

 

Dream 3. Jeremy and I were looking at engagement rings in a room full of other people who were also looking at engagement rings.

 

I was walking in the sky with Jeremy.

 

We were walking in clouds. There must have been trees or something up there too because it was shady and like a normal walk except for the fact that the ground was clouds and foggy up around our legs. The ground felt normal.

 

There was a little room with glass walls and a table inside, and there was a woman in there who welcomed us in.

She told us about real estate and I was excited and said to Jeremy “People live in the sky! Let’s live in the sky!”

 

Then there were other people in the room and we were all learning about sky real estate. Then Jeremy and I had to fill out forms but halfway through filling them out he switched our forms so then I had to erase his answers to write mine in, and the forms were weird and they were about us personally, not about the real estate.

 

Jeremy had a brother and they were going to go traveling around the world on foot. They were going to hike mountains in Iceland. 

Jeremy told me two days before they were supposed to leave. 

He said they’d be gone for two years.

 

I told him I didn’t want to stay with him if he was going to just leave me for two years to go around the world and didn’t want to tell me until two days before.

 

Then I was really upset and I left a house that had a bunch of other people in it too, and there was an older woman who was a neighbor, outside of her house. She asked if I wanted to ride around and talk.

I said yes and got in her car. She drove us around and it turns out she worked at a hospital before she retired, she drove us there and we were surrounded by fire trucks and ambulances. 

She talked to me for a while.

 

 

 

In another dream I worked at a veterinary office and Zach from work in waking life was also there, as well as Robert from work in waking life.

A cat got hit by a car and was going to die. First she was all crumpled up in a slide on a kid’s playground, and I gently moved her to put her in a box and realized she was alive.

Then at work I was trying to call another veterinary office to see if I could get someone to save this cat. I asked Zach to call someone and he said he would and then he didn’t just because he was trying to piss me off.

I asked Robert half an hour later if he could help me find the number to another office and he said he wasn’t sure where it was and I started to get really upset and told him the cat was going to die if we didn’t do something.

Then I got the number and started calling.

 

 

 

In another dream I was a young guy and I had some kind of creature that doesn’t exist in waking life. It was sort of like my pet but also my sidekick. It could speak. I rode around on it. We could both break and speak under water, where we were in a cage in the city at night, and I told my pet I guess we weren’t supposed to be out at night, and then I looked over and saw my weapons in another cage and I was going to get them and get out of the cage we were in so we could fly off somewhere. 

 

 

I was standing outside of a men’s restroom, which Jeremy was using.

 

There was a pile of four baseball caps outside and I saw a “New Belgium” one that looked cool, and a young guy walked up and saw it as well and took it.

The guy who plays Jim from the Office was standing there and I think he cracked a joke and I laughed.

 

Then Jeremy came out of the bathroom and said “I have these two engagement rings, one is real and one is fake.”

and when I asked to see them he wouldn’t let me, I saw them very briefly but couldn’t really look at them.

 

Then he showed me our wedding rings which he had also bought and mine changed as I looked at it.

Initially it was like a man’s ring with a celtic design on it.

Then it was more like a design you’d see in Tron.

Then it was a bunch of linked metal pieces so big it was like a bracelet, and I put it on my wrist and looked at it and realized it was made of interlocking animals. They were all jungle / wild animals like Lions and Rhinoceros. 

Then as I looked at it they turned into rubber and he got really concerned and said they were supposed to be made out of leather. (Before, they were metal.)

 

 

 

In another dream I barely remember, Jeremy did something to test my reaction. Oh, he told me he’d never slept with anyone else before. 

I was like, but you told me you’ve slept with your exes.

He said all he did was kiss them and never had sex with them.

I said, you’re lying to me.

He said he wasn’t.

I said, then you’ve been lying to me this whole time saying you slept with them before.

He just looked at me without saying anything, then I started walking around gathering my things.

He said something like a half-assed apology and I told him not to bother and insinuated that I was leaving, and he seemed surprised.

I told him I can’t believe anything he says if he’s constantly testing my reaction and I don’t want to be in a relationship with someone who’s constantly manipulating me. 

He tried to say it wasn’t a big deal, and I told him it just seems like it’s not a big deal because he’s lying about something so fucking stupid right now, but I have no idea where he draws the line and what his motivation is for lying about stupid crap when he could just not do that.

 

I was very upset.

 

 

 

I was with my mom and stepdad walking somewhere,

we got lost.

 

There was a small carriage that had nothing attached to it, 

and a tiny pony attached to something else.

 

I told them I’d try to ride the pony and my stepdad could pull mom in the carriage.

 

I climbed on the pony’s back and he turned his head and bit my hand,

then he turned into a black wolf and stared at me and said “You still like me.”

And I said “Yes, I do.”

 

Then I was going to go see a show of some kind and there were old wooden bleachers and lots of people there,

and there was a man who handed me tickets.

Then I had a man with me. 

Then it was suddenly the future and I woke up in a bathtub covered in blood,

and I think I was an Asian lady at this point and maybe I had been the first time I went to the show. 

 

Then when I looked over the man who had been with me was laying on the floor covered in blood, dying.

I said to him “Did I do this to you? I wouldn’t do that to you. I love you. I love you so much. I’m going to fix this. I’ll go back and fix this.”

 

and I went back in time to the show and the man handed me tickets again.

I said to the man who was with me “This is the man who gave us tickets before!” 

then the man who gave us tickets said something sinister like we wouldn’t be able to fix what happened,

and he handed us six extra tickets and told me I had to give them to whoever I chose, 

and then later I’d receive money and I’d have to give that to those same people.

 

I realized the ticket guy was behind everything and I was angry and scared.

 

 

I’ve been having lots of stupid dreams where Jeremy does horrible crap.

In one he was cuddling with some other girl.

 

In another he went to the movies with three female coworkers and didn’t invite me, then abruptly tells me he doesn’t want to marry me and he doesn’t want to be with me anymore, is surprised when I immediately leave.

 

Last night I dreamt much less awful dreams.

We were sailing on a narrow board with a huge sail and a bunch of other people were on it too.

Then there was a snapping turtle that bit my finger.

 

Then in another dream I had a published book full of photographs Jeremy had taken, and I was looking at it in a school building.

This woman and a bunch of teenagers were going around the school “borrowing” books from people and I said “no.” to them once then they came back and were trying to sneak up on me and I flipped out. “NO. THIS IS MY BOOK.”

 

 

Jeremy was a morbidly obese brunette man.

I’m talking huge.

Like, crane to get him out of the house huge.

 

I was trying to get him to have sex with me.

He rejected me.

 

 

W. t. f. subconscious.

 

 

Dan and I both knew how this girl died and we shouldn’t know.

I’m not sure why.

 

I think she was murdered but it wasn’t either of us.

 

I was walking to his house to talk to him about a plan so nobody would find out that we knew she had died or how she had died.

 

On the way there was a woman walking.

 

At another point there was a woman taking pictures of her two kids and then she wanted to take pictures of me like she knew me and I was part of her family.

 

The whole dreamscape wasn’t like anywhere I’ve been in waking life.

I walked along a straight road. 

It was night time.

 

There was also something about a church, but I can’t remember what it was.

 

 

I was walking along a hill/cliff next to the ocean.

There was a construction site to my right, right at the edge of the cliff. There was a fence around it.

To my left there was a house.

 

I thought how beautiful the place was and thought that it was like in a dream. 

I went to my left to sit in the sun on the side of the dirt road. 

 

Then there was a man there who was going to commit suicide in the ocean.

When he was talking to me about it suddenly I had a necklace with a long chain and a coin on the end with Augustus on it. It was Roman.

 

Then he went and killed himself.

 

Then a woman also killed herself in the ocean, maybe his mother.

I sort of felt disdain toward her for killing herself, and a group of her family members who found her felt the same way.