I dreamt that Jeremy and I were in an open relationship and I had just gotten done fooling around with some other guy. I'm not sure if we had sex or whatever, I don't even remember really seeing the guy in the dream.

But then I was laying there on a bed and Jeremy was there and I was looking at him, and I had been honest with him about what just happened because we were in an open relationship. And I could see on his face that he wasn't upset, but as I kept looking at him I loved him so much and I just started to feel like shit and asked myself why I would ever even want anyone else.

Then he came to me and hugged me and we were both acting like nothing was wrong but I felt AWFUL and just kept thinking about how much I love him and then I woke up because I was so upset.