September 21, 2012

  • Sad dreams.

     

    The other day in waking life Jeremy and I got into a huge disagreement where I bawled for a million years and then we didn't really talk for two days, then he apologized and all was well in the world. Except for in my subconscious, because after he apologized I dreamt that he broke up with me. 

    In the dream he told me he wasn't in love with me, and he told it to me in a very casual way, and then we were basically over.

     

    I think this was my subconscious being like oh that's cool that he apologized, but remember how you felt when you were disagreeing. Because I seriously felt like he'd just leave me on the slightest whim.

     

     

     

    Then last night I dreamt that I was talking to Mona for the first time in years, and she was hanging out with a bunch of trashy people and she was on parole, and she was painting some art for her animals to look at. It was weird. Our conversation was sad and awkward and nostalgic. 

    I felt sad about where her life had taken her and the fact that we felt like strangers. 

     

     

    Oh, and also sometime after Jeremy and I had our disagreement I ended up dreaming that I was being stalked / about to be attacked by a group of tigers.

    I feel like I have a lot of tigers in my dreams lately but I could be wrong I guess.