September 8, 2012

  • Dream.

     

    My mom was saying all kinds of horrible shit to me.

    She was telling me I'm probably bipolar, which I immediately shot down and I was like "If anyone is bipolar, you are."

     

    She starts telling me how horrible I am and she's being snide and giving me some awful face.

     

    I stayed completely calm and finally said "I am so glad you make it so easy for me to cut you out of my life. I sometimes want to give you a chance, but then you say shit like this every time, and I just remember how abusive and awful you are. You make it easy for me to never want to see your face or hear a word you have to say ever again."

     

    And she got really freaked out and started acting like she wanted to beg me to give her another chance, but even then she couldn't really bring herself to apologize.

     

     

    It was weird, this is probably the most realistic dream I've had ever. 

    There wasn't really anything about it that wouldn't have happened in waking life.