I've been having lots of stupid dreams where Jeremy does horrible crap.

In one he was cuddling with some other girl.

In another he went to the movies with three female coworkers and didn't invite me, then abruptly tells me he doesn't want to marry me and he doesn't want to be with me anymore, is surprised when I immediately leave.

Last night I dreamt much less awful dreams.

We were sailing on a narrow board with a huge sail and a bunch of other people were on it too.

Then there was a snapping turtle that bit my finger.

Then in another dream I had a published book full of photographs Jeremy had taken, and I was looking at it in a school building.

This woman and a bunch of teenagers were going around the school "borrowing" books from people and I said "no." to them once then they came back and were trying to sneak up on me and I flipped out. "NO. THIS IS MY BOOK."