Month: July 2012

  • Dreams.

    I was walking in the sky with Jeremy.

     

    We were walking in clouds. There must have been trees or something up there too because it was shady and like a normal walk except for the fact that the ground was clouds and foggy up around our legs. The ground felt normal.

     

    There was a little room with glass walls and a table inside, and there was a woman in there who welcomed us in.

    She told us about real estate and I was excited and said to Jeremy "People live in the sky! Let's live in the sky!"

     

    Then there were other people in the room and we were all learning about sky real estate. Then Jeremy and I had to fill out forms but halfway through filling them out he switched our forms so then I had to erase his answers to write mine in, and the forms were weird and they were about us personally, not about the real estate.

  • Dreams.

     

    Jeremy had a brother and they were going to go traveling around the world on foot. They were going to hike mountains in Iceland. 

    Jeremy told me two days before they were supposed to leave. 

    He said they'd be gone for two years.

     

    I told him I didn't want to stay with him if he was going to just leave me for two years to go around the world and didn't want to tell me until two days before.

     

    Then I was really upset and I left a house that had a bunch of other people in it too, and there was an older woman who was a neighbor, outside of her house. She asked if I wanted to ride around and talk.

    I said yes and got in her car. She drove us around and it turns out she worked at a hospital before she retired, she drove us there and we were surrounded by fire trucks and ambulances. 

    She talked to me for a while.

     

     

     

    In another dream I worked at a veterinary office and Zach from work in waking life was also there, as well as Robert from work in waking life.

    A cat got hit by a car and was going to die. First she was all crumpled up in a slide on a kid's playground, and I gently moved her to put her in a box and realized she was alive.

    Then at work I was trying to call another veterinary office to see if I could get someone to save this cat. I asked Zach to call someone and he said he would and then he didn't just because he was trying to piss me off.

    I asked Robert half an hour later if he could help me find the number to another office and he said he wasn't sure where it was and I started to get really upset and told him the cat was going to die if we didn't do something.

    Then I got the number and started calling.

     

     

     

    In another dream I was a young guy and I had some kind of creature that doesn't exist in waking life. It was sort of like my pet but also my sidekick. It could speak. I rode around on it. We could both break and speak under water, where we were in a cage in the city at night, and I told my pet I guess we weren't supposed to be out at night, and then I looked over and saw my weapons in another cage and I was going to get them and get out of the cage we were in so we could fly off somewhere. 

     

  • Dreams.

     

    I was standing outside of a men's restroom, which Jeremy was using.

     

    There was a pile of four baseball caps outside and I saw a "New Belgium" one that looked cool, and a young guy walked up and saw it as well and took it.

    The guy who plays Jim from the Office was standing there and I think he cracked a joke and I laughed.

     

    Then Jeremy came out of the bathroom and said "I have these two engagement rings, one is real and one is fake."

    and when I asked to see them he wouldn't let me, I saw them very briefly but couldn't really look at them.

     

    Then he showed me our wedding rings which he had also bought and mine changed as I looked at it.

    Initially it was like a man's ring with a celtic design on it.

    Then it was more like a design you'd see in Tron.

    Then it was a bunch of linked metal pieces so big it was like a bracelet, and I put it on my wrist and looked at it and realized it was made of interlocking animals. They were all jungle / wild animals like Lions and Rhinoceros. 

    Then as I looked at it they turned into rubber and he got really concerned and said they were supposed to be made out of leather. (Before, they were metal.)

     

     

     

    In another dream I barely remember, Jeremy did something to test my reaction. Oh, he told me he'd never slept with anyone else before. 

    I was like, but you told me you've slept with your exes.

    He said all he did was kiss them and never had sex with them.

    I said, you're lying to me.

    He said he wasn't.

    I said, then you've been lying to me this whole time saying you slept with them before.

    He just looked at me without saying anything, then I started walking around gathering my things.

    He said something like a half-assed apology and I told him not to bother and insinuated that I was leaving, and he seemed surprised.

    I told him I can't believe anything he says if he's constantly testing my reaction and I don't want to be in a relationship with someone who's constantly manipulating me. 

    He tried to say it wasn't a big deal, and I told him it just seems like it's not a big deal because he's lying about something so fucking stupid right now, but I have no idea where he draws the line and what his motivation is for lying about stupid crap when he could just not do that.

     

    I was very upset.